Usually when I havent written for a while, its because I am scared of what keeps coming up. This time is no different. I am scared to define what I cannot have because it establishes what I can have. Also because it questions why I cannot have what I cannot…

Facts It is showing 1:54AM on my laptop but it is really 12:54AM. I just got out of the shower. In the shower, I got this revelation and decided on the title. The plan was to run out of the shower, sit on my chair with my clean ass, and pen…

Medium lovers like a good into. This piece is personal and I haven’t Even decided what I am writing about but I do know this. I am 1 month late. Now that we have gotten the picture out of the way. …

In this piece, I will go over a recent quote about gratitude. Especially the mindset of knowing you have ALL you need and being grateful for that. The mindset of pursuing more out of confidence that you have more than you need. I’m at Hen House, a Persian restaurant in…

I am about to admit to my hiatus being related to extended periods of happiness. I am also going to attempt to decipher what sadness looks like today. Lastly, I am now sure that I could easily be single at 40. But first, a pic for medium: Why am I…

This time, no big words. Let me see how I fare. Journal entry 23973: On Monday, I walked away from love. I did not have a plan or a valid reason. It felt like dejavu. I’ve had credit card debt for 2 years. …

For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain — Philippians 1:21 My last post touched on Suicide. And now I know why. Now I know why I was unable to write for so long until I put pen to paper on thoughts that have been unpleasant…

This is gonna be an aimless attempt to search my mind and understand why I stopped writing. A couple of months ago, my dad was pressuring me again. You see, I love Him. It’s fair to say, I love my dad more than any other human being in this life. …

I intend not to shake a table but to ask questions that recently bubbled up to the surface. Let’s start with the question, who is the boss of judgment? Or better yet who has the power in grace? I have often looked at salvation and judgment from earth’s judicial system…